I've been sick since Saturday. It's now Wednesday, and I feel I'm having a relapse (probably due to my working out when I should have been resting). I've had so many thoughts since Saturday night till this day, but haven't been able to coherently string these thoughts together. Is it writer's block? I don't know. Believed it or not, this happens to me often. This thing, call it "unable to write-ness," usually occurs after I seemed to have written a lot; and written things I particularly liked. I could go for months without being able to express or convey my thoughts in written words. This really sucks for me! I mean, I like writing...it helps me clear my stuffy head. Not now though. Now I'm sick, I can't think straight, and I'm frustrated by all the things I want to write about but can't. Even now my head hurts! So much has happened since last week. So many thoughts spawned from so many occurrences, and I can't even express one. I want to talk about my dealings with Ron, certain scripture that seems to have been illuminated in my mind, girls, my hanging out with Yarre and Chris' rebuke, my brother's breaking down and my prayers concerning God using my brother's trails to bring him to God, etc., etc., etc. Now all that being said - and while I'm truly frustrated - I have admit that I'm not angry or anything like that. Somehow, I've been able to keep in my mind that God is sovereign, and that all things; even small things like me being able to express my thoughts on paper, is under the supremacy of Christ. My friend Josh once said jokingly..."providence is such a strange thing." I couldn't agree more.
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